One moment I'm fine- the next moment not so much. I guess this is the roller coaster of recovery.
My husband left today for a 10 day business trip. Usually I would use this time to stay intoxicated since there was no sneaking involved. I would run right out of the house as he left to stock up. Today I went to the store and bought fruits and vegetables... and a few other things to get through a week of healthy eating. This will be another re-learning experience. To be home by myself and not drink.
I hurt my back late last week so working out has been impossible. I am determined to go this week even if I just stretch and sit in the hot tub.